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Friday, 8 February 2013

Filling the Diary (and Baby's First Glasses)

As I mentioned a couple of posts ago, I'm a girl who needs a framework to get anything done. Leave me deadline-less and I will happily read novels until I go blind (more on that below!), preferably in a good hot bath until I turn into a prune/get shouted at by housemates, write letters to friends, doodle, make random paper-based objects that will never see the light of day and, in short, get very little done on my seemingly vast uphill climb of a PhD.

I've kickstarted myself by beginning to commit words to paper in possibly the least coherent literature review ever written. I'm now on about 8,000 words - how many of these will make it into the eventual thesis I cannot say, but it's keeping my head clear and on course.

I have, however, found that another way of focusing my mind is to get involved with projects, thereby plumping up the ol' CV and forcing myself to think time management - for example, if I'm in meetings and seminars all day Monday and Wednesday, then I am forced to sit myself down and get working hard on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday.

Here's the things I'm involved in:
  • So it's all about conferences in the first year - I'm submitting abstracts and I have already presented a bit, but most interestingly, I'm involved in organising not one, but two conferences for 2013. The first one is PARLAY (Postgraduate Academic Research in Linguistics at York), the first PG conference for general linguistics that York will have hosted in some time, if ever. This will be held in September and is being overseen by the indomitable and impressive Catherine and Emanuela. The second is a librarian-esque Unconference, which I'm organising with a couple of linguists, a computer scientist and the GSA...and we're keeping our heads down and getting on with the organisation at the moment, so more details to follow soon!
  • I've signed up to be the new chief editor of the York Papers in Linguistics, whose pages last year contained a short paper by yours truly. We haven't got a lot to do just yet, but it should get busy around summer time, which will prove a pleasant sideline.
  • I'm still teaching one seminar group in Introduction to Syntax, which keeps me sane, even if the Friday morning early start has me all fingers and thumbs, breaking chalk and accidentally flinging board rubbers around. I'm also down to cover a couple of Practical Psycholinguistics seminars towards the end of the term, which I'm really excited about.
  • For my sins I am the PhD rep for the department, so I sit on the Graduate School Board and the Board of Studies. It's a good insight into the administration required to run a department, and useful to be able to take fellow students' concerns directly into an arena where they can be seen to.
  • Aaaaaaand there's an intriguing little side project which will be taking up a bit of time between now and March...I can't say much more yet, but suffice to say I'm a bit blown away by it!
So with all of these commitments filling up my timetable, it leaves me specific times, luckily usually a full day at a time, when I am free and therefore VERY motivated to get on with my own stuff. 

And on a side-note, here's the first piece of physical evidence of the effects of librarianship/postgraduate study...
Baby's first pair of glasses
That's right, they've robbed me of my eyesight. 

That's a little dramatic, actually - with a prescription of -0.75, I'm hardly blind, and I don't even need to wear them to drive or ride my bike. But it was scary how much clearer the world became when I tried them on for the first time yesterday...

Ah well. This new-found clarity should help me see the pathways that the PhD is opening up for me, and to take them with confidence!

Wednesday, 23 January 2013

Review: Lightning Rods seminar on "Is the academy just not funny enough?"

It's an interesting place to work, the HRC. Sometimes we linguists can feel a bit like interlopers who've snuck in under the radar, when all the circulated emails are about Edwardian culture and whole reading groups dedicated to Finnegan's Wake. However, I decided to make a much more effort to get involved in HRC life this year through things such as Christmas Crafternoons (SO much glitter) and discovering that English lit students make great duetting partners for German translations of Beatles' songs.

Sie liebt dich: ja, ja, ja...
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Another, slightly more academic, way of getting involved is to trot along to some of the seminars that they hold here. There's two seminar series, of which the one I went to last night, Lightning Rods, is the less "utilitarian" and more "indulgent" one (so says Judith Buchanan, director of the HRC). Works for me.

Actually, the title of this talk was what drew me in particular - "Is the academy just not funny enough?" I have a latent interest in humour theory anyway as a legacy of the legendary Dr Penny Simons's module on Le Rire Gaulois (Medieval French Humour) from the final year of my undergrad. But it's also something that's been interesting me and my coursemates recently: it seems that academics so frequently say blatantly funny things with a po-face and serious bearing, or seem just about ready to pop with pomposity, while we're suppressing our sniggers and trying to work out how to turn into "serious academics". Are the academy and humour mutually exclusive? And if not, why are we so reticent to have a bit of a giggle at ourselves and the subject which impassions us?

A unicorn and a lion playing chess. That's pretty funny.
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The session was chaired by Professor Jason Edwards (History of Art) and there were four brave speakers from throughout the university: Professor Guy Halsall (History), Dr Lisa Peschel (Theatre, Film and Television), Dr Bryan Radley (English) and, interestingly, Dr Carolyn Hunter (Management). Professor Edwards opened with a few thoughts framed in a rhetorical style that would make Carrie Bradshaw proud, and ensured the first giggle of the night came good and early. He wondered aloud whether humour is seen as "juvenile, escapist, defensive" in an academic world in which "criticism and hostility are employed as modi operandi", before handing over to Professor Halsall.

Did you just nick my style there, Edwards?
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Eminent historian Professor Halsall was also quick to jump on a bit of humour, this time at his own expense, by referencing his recent mini-media storm. He then went on to question that "subjective, moveable fine line" which dictates whether something is acceptably funny or an acceptable target for humour, or whether things have "gone too far". He also looked at how the ethics of humour interact with the ethical responsibilities of the historian to represent and analyse historical events as carefully as possible. He noted that somewhere between "complete empathy and complete alterity" with/from sources may lie the key, but that humour helps historians both to distance themselves from and engage with sources, to the point that we (or at least he) often find ourselves laughing both with and at Sisyphus as his boulder rolls back down the hill, because our sense of shared humanity helps us see just how ridiculous humanity really is. He concluded that maybe it wasn't a question of having gone too far with humour in academia, but "maybe, we haven't yet gone far enough".

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From this Arts and Humanities perspective we segued into a more utilitarian perspective from Dr Hunter, who researchers the use of humour and play in corporate environments. Apparently there's a long tradition of studying the role of humour in management studies, and (as I too had noticed) humour is coming back into vogue as something which can be harnessed and used in the workplace. She talked about how corporate bods used humour - a good thing as long as it results in higher productivity, and it can even be seen as anti-corporate not to join in the fun - and that, following Bergson, there is a sense that empathy and emotion inhibit humour, so in order to build a more coherent workplace, people need to distance themselves from their natural emotions and laugh. This paradox of humour both distancing and forming bonds between people was a recurring theme, as you have probably already guessed. Dr Hunter concluded that humour certainly can be a serious thing, although the downside for a humour researcher seemed to be that all her study participants seemed to expect her personally to be and perform as 'a funny person'...pressure, much?!

Our next speaker, Dr Peschel, seemed more than happy to perform however - literally, as she and Dr Radley performed a skit about...the Holocaust. And it was genuinely funny. She challenged us to think about whether the writers, in this case two prisoners in the ghetto, should be celebrated or condemned, in the same way that Roberto Benigni faced both acclaim and revulsion for his 1997 film Life is Beautiful, inviting thoughts not only on distance and acceptability of topics, but also whether the position of the writer and his/her circumstances lends either credibility or insult to the given theme.

Rib-tickling, gut-wrenching, horror-inducing, or all of the above?
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After his cameo appearance in the skit, Dr Radley was our final speaker. He focused more closely on the question asked in the title of the seminar, and the consequences of such a statement. He wondered whether the academy could be funny, and if so, what the purpose of this would be. He highlighted how engaging an issue humour and seriousness is in the Arts and Humanities by linking back to the current political and economic situation, noting that it is possible that "we take ourselves too seriously, while no-one else takes us seriously at all", and that humour can be an incredibly powerful tool in holding the attention of and making connections in the minds of your students while teaching (something that Professor Halsall had also noted). As for the study of humour itself, he noted that even Bergson admits that it is hard to theorise humour coherently, and that none of the three humour theories - relief, superiority and incongruity - can alone account for human laughter without seriously warping either the source, or the theory itself. He also recognised how trying to study humour invariably seems to kill it flat, quoting E.B. White:
Humor can be dissected as a frog can, but the thing dies in the process and the innards are discouraging to any but the pure scientific mind. (source) 
...and Dorothy Parker:
I had thought, on starting this composition, that I should define what humor means to me. However, every time I tried to, I had to go and lie down with a cold wet cloth on my head. (source)
I want to know more about this woman...
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(...there was a Classical quote too but I've forgotten who it was...)

Dr Radley concluded that it wasn't helpful to create any kind of binary relation between humour theory and the study of tragedy, as neither is completely uncontaminated by the other, and it is that "contaminant" which is so interesting and so ephemeral.

There were some interesting discussions once the floor was opened up, from whether humour is appropriate in a teaching context or could undermine and put pressure on teachers, especially PGWTs; whether "enforced humour" from management is actually productive and whether it can be counted as humour at all; and the big question of who decides what is an appropriate target for humour - the answer to that, it seemed, was that no-one has the right to outlaw any topic, while Professor Halsall insisted that no topic was out of bounds of his funny-bone.

I asked two questions; I was interested in the distance-engagement paradox and, off the back of Dr Peschel's performance, asked whether humour would in fact be a very useful tool for studying history, as it breaks through emotions which stop historians from seeing the finer details - in the case of Dr Peschel's skit, we saw the real humanity of someone trying to survive in an utterly inhuman and dehumanising situation, and the humour allowed us to see through the head-spinning numbers (6 million) to see one person and how they coped. She agreed with me and a small debate followed on the ethics of laughing at history, but the importance of not being blinded by very human emotions in academia. I also asked whether it is more difficult for Arts and Humanities scholars to be humorous in their work, given that they are judged not only on their words, turns of phrase and opinions, but other people's interpretations of what they write; as such, it's much more dangerous for them to introduce any ambiguity e.g. through irony, whilst scientists, mathematicians and even theoretical linguists can throw in all the gags they want, because their evidence is in graphical or numerical form and will be judged (largely) in isolation.

Linguists: if you don't get this joke, we can no longer be friends.
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It was concluded from the open discussion that introducing humour into academia involves some quite serious risk-taking: the risk you will be misunderstood; the risk that you will offend; the risk that you simply won't be seen as funny. But there seemed to be an overriding air that maybe, it might just be worth taking that risk a little more often than we currently do.

**I want to say here that everything written above is my memory and interpretation of last night's session, and that I am sorry and willing to edit anything which may be seen as a misrepresentation of the excellent speakers and audience present. Please let me know if you were there and think that anything needs to be altered!**

And if you're interested: people who were mentioned last night or have made interesting contributions to this field (this is just intended as a starting point):

Henri Bergson
  • Laughter: An Essay on the Meaning of the Comic [Le rire](1900)
Ted Cohen
  • Jokes: Philosophical Thoughts on Joking Matters (1999)
Simon Critchley
  • On Humour (2002)
Sigmund Freud
  • 'Fragment of an Analysis of a Case of Hysteria' and 'Jokes and their relation to the unconscious' in The Standard Edition of the Complete Psychological Works of Sigmund Freud, ed. J. Strachey (1973)
Dorothy Parker
  • Just about anything, it seems! Let me know if there's a particularly good source and I'll add it here.
E.B. White
  • 'Some remarks on humor' in Essays of E.B. White (1941)

Thursday, 10 January 2013

Happy New Year, Happy New Researching

2013. Doesn't look quite right yet, does it? I personally think that it looks like it has more get-up-and-go then 2012, but there is no good reason behind this, apart from a slight tendency towards synaesthesia (the number 5 is pink and fluffy, don'tcha know? Though it looks a lot scarier when attached on the end of 2015, where it signals THE END OF MY STUDENT CAREER. Hopefully.)

Ahem. In any case, if there's a bit of energy (perceived or otherwise) knocking around, I am determined to make the most of it. The end of last term left me on the ropes, the blurry and half-formed face of my Quasimodo thesis staring down at me from a great height and just about ready to put the boot in, before Father Christmas scooped me up, up and away (at least as far as Chester). I am not at all delirious, but merely cognisant of the ever-changing, glowering beast that the PhD experience can seem to be, which differs so greatly from the in-yer-face and away-you-go whirlwind MA year. I have so far learnt:
  • Literature reviews are blimmin' hard to start, when you're trying to coherently group the 21 sources you have so far pored through in great detail
  • Even 1st year exam marking has its charms, when there's another chapter that needs reading
  • There is no perfect starting point. Every answer throws up at least three more questions
  • Fixed deadlines are beautiful, rare jewels that I never appreciated when I had them, and which I greatly miss now
  • Teaching is awesome and will keep you sane, even if it continues to induce stomach churning and unnecessary sweating every other Wednesday morning
The view at my desk...a bit post-it note heavy, but it works!
Also very pleasant to be able to survey the wildlife from time to time.
There's just a few pearls of wisdom (read:garbage) for you on the back of one term's PhDing. It seems that the main themes running through this are the need to avoid isolating yourself, and knowing how to make massive jobs into itty-bitty-manageable ones. Here's my plans for dealing with these issues:

Avoid isolating yourself
  • Ensure that daily lunches with lovely linguists (happily no syntacticians, so no fear of chatting shop) continue this term
  • Continue to revel in teaching, without using it as a distraction tactic
  • Keep finding fellow syntacticians and semanticists to bounce off, even if κύριε καθηγητά is off doing exciting things in Boston 
Breaking down massive tasks
  • Post-it notes. As anyone who has seen my desk knows, it's ALL about the post-it notes. And they genuinely do help
  • Don't expect to get things perfect (e.g. the literature review in the perfect order, or the ideal abstract structure) first time. Drafts are not only OK, they're a blimmin' good idea
  • ...following on from the point above, getting words onto paper (real or digital) is GOOD. My head just won't hold all this information on its own, no matter how hard I try...so why am I trying?
  • Reading must be punctuated by thinking. Otherwise it won't go in, and I won't get anything original out of it anyway. GET AWAY FROM THE LAPTOP MORE FREQUENTLY!
  • Creating deadlines for myself. Be it a supervisor meeting, a postgrad conference abstract submission to get me motivated about a bigger conference's deadline, I need motivation, and this is the most effective way for me to get it
I don't think that all these things are possible all of the time, and I'll find other ways and means of dealing as the year goes on. But as I am fortunate enough to have good people around me, and little gems of projects showing up from time to time, I think I'll be OK. And that will do for the meantime.

Wednesday, 12 December 2012

Little things that keep you going

As we're approaching the end of our first term of PhD study and Christmas is only 2 weeks away, we're all getting a bit delirious up in Berrick Saul Towers. But the following examples seem to suggest that this is not a fleeting state of mind, and might in fact come in quite handy if we're to become academics in linguistics...

...things talk and go bump-in-the-night in semantics...
"Together, these observations will build a strong case against Kaplan's theory of indirect discourse, and in favor of the monster-based alternative that I lay out in Section 5."
(Schlenker, 2003)

...but the monkeys are fighting back in phonological development...
"[...] a grammar ought not to contain explicit statements against monsters (they use the NO-BANANA example in order to show that there is no point in explicitly excluding real bananas from UG by an explicit statement therein)"
(Scheer, 2011)

...whereas kangaroos are on the march in psycholinguistics...
"It is plausible that, say, human acts of hopping are more likely than kangaroo acts of hopping to be marked as such in Greek, regardless of listener characteristics, just because these gait types vary in typicality for the named animals. But it is also likely that such usages are to some degree tailored “on line” to the inferred expertise of the listeners—more manner information expressed concerning hopping, say, to Frenchmen and Balinese than to Australians, during kangaroo conversations."
(Papafragou, Massey and Gleitman, 2006)

...and it's all just a bit gross in phonetics and phonology...
"When relaxed the vocal folds are relatively thick, and open and close in an undulating manner, the mucous membrane moving somewhat independently like flabby skin on a waving arm."
(Boden et al, 2003)

Thanks to Catherine, Dann and J respectively for insights into their areas of linguistics - who knows what we might turn up next? But whatever it is, at least we keep each other smiling.

Saturday, 24 November 2012

The Dark Side of the PhD: Teacher Training, actually Teaching, and Not Being Normal

As has become rapidly apparent, a PhD is not just a three-year research project. Leaving aside any queries over the "three-year" part, there's an awful lot more that needs doing in that time for the PhD to serve its real purpose - as a qualification for a career in academia. At least, that's how I see it, though I recognise that there's plenty of other reasons to do a PhD and plenty of things it can lead to, depending on the individual.

One of the essential skills that a thesis can't provide is that of teaching. So many academic positions by definition require hours of teaching and lecturing alongside research, and everything that comes with it.

Do as the wall says. Picture by liquidnight
Taking the highest post possible in the UK, professor, there are two ideas contained within its etymology; firstly the idea of being an expert in an art or a science, but also the concept of being a teacher (OED, 3rd ed., 2007). It's easy to get caught up in the idea of research, from the heady experience of presenting and networking at conferences to the intense self-motivation required to see complicated projects through from their scrappy beginnings to polished, published ends - not least because of the emphasis on impact and the Research Excellence Framework, which (misguidedly, in my opinion) are the main ways in which the usefulness of universities and their employees are judged. However, just like teachers in primary schools are charged with making sure the next generation can be informed and involved members of society, so universities are crucial in guiding some of those school leavers on to achieve their aspirations and make the most of their talents, whatever they may be.

After all - the next generation also includes the next wave of academics, so in the interest of self-perpetuation, we need to engage with our students face-to-face, and not only through the intermediary of our work in journals.

Luckily, at York we have an incredibly motivated group of people called the Researcher Development Team who share the same views, and do an awful lot to make sure that we can make the most of any teaching experience we can get during our PhDs, and to make sure that the undergraduates continue to get the academic input that they're paying for (don't even get me started on how much they're paying...)

Lots of PGWTs hard at work
To this end, they took 31 of us out to a hotel in the middle-of-nowhere just north of York for two days, turning us into the captive audience for their PostGraduates Who Teach (PGWT) Residential Teacher Training Programme.

Our PGWT nationality map - 19 different countries!

It was an intensive couple of days, though, as Elly pointed out, the 'intensive' part referred as much to the amount of food shoved our way as the amount of work we managed! I won't mangle your minds with everything we learnt (I'm enough of a Teal Deer as it is), but here are highlights:

  • PhD students are not normal. We kind of knew this anyway, but the important point is this - 95% (or so) of our undergraduates will not be academics - they will take their degrees and rejoin the outside world, and we need to recognise this in the way we approach their learning. (Thanks Linda Perriton)
  • Getting on with research and planning teaching don't mix wonderfully well, but both are incredibly important - so give each the attention they deserve by blocking off time for each separate activity within your week (courtesy of Tamlyn Ryan)
  • Teaching is not about the teacher, but about the students and enabling their learning. This is easy to forget when you're stressed, feeling exposed, and (if we're honest) wanting to be liked... (True words Duncan Jackson)
  • Following Stephen Brookfield's 15 Maxims, it is important to be courageous, confident in your own abilities, and ready to adapt at any moment. (Preach, Karen Clegg!)
  • Set ground rules with a class in the first session so that all participants know what is expected of them (I'll do my best, Russ Grant)
  • Reflective practice and support from your peers make a world of difference (as shown by our facilitator, Jenn Chubb, and the 30 other fantastic PhD students on the course)
That's a quick run-through, but in short, if you're a York PGWWTT (Postgraduate Who Wants To Teach) GET YOURSELF ON THIS COURSE, and to those who've already done it, best of luck and keep in touch!

The deer is teal...so I'll stop here.
Image by queercatkitten

Thursday, 15 November 2012

The Dark Side of the PhD: The LaTeX Edition

Despite the somewhat suggestive title of this post, this is not going to be some kind of "50 Shades of Doctoral Study". Instead, in what may or may not become a mini-theme, I'm going to look at one of the hidden difficulties I've so far come across in my PhD; namely, learning how to use the LaTeX program for word processing.

For the uninitiated (and titillated), LaTeX, pronounced [leɪtɛk], is a word processing program which involves using packages and codes to produce documents. It is therefore much less straightforward than a program like Microsoft Word, but produces some very attractive syntax trees, equations and formatting which isn't likely to go straight to hell the moment you open the document on a different computer. Or, as Hannah put it:
LaTeX is a computer programme put on this planet to taunt linguists with its promise of beautifully formatted documents while preventing any chance of making one thanks to endless reams of complex code needed to get there. Guaranteed to make you want to hurl your computer out of a window, but when it works, a hallelujah chorus sounds and everything is wonderful once more.
Which is pretty accurate, really.

Anyway. Learning LaTeX is clearly a necessity, not least because el supervisor is something of a devotee and I, in a paroxysm of boot-licking, promised to use LaTeX for all future documents.

Cue the long, long slog to LaTeX nirvana. First step was trying to drag up from the back of my memory any of the starter stuff I learnt during my MA. Second step was remembering just how important EVERY slash and parenthesis is. Third step was attempting to create a bibliography for the first time. Fourth step was being reminded again JUST HOW IMPORTANT EVERY SLASH AND PARENTHESIS IS.

And rinse and repeat. To spare you the details, I now, with a little help from Moe, Robert, Ruwayshid, Luke and myriad Google searches, have an attractive, well-aligned, Harvard-referenced document just begging to be read. Here's a couple of links that I found useful:
...and there's so many more that I haven't mentioned or haven't yet found, so keep searching and let me know if you find any other corkers.

Now I just have to go and make the content of the document in question as good as its formatting...

Sunday, 11 November 2012

Conference Mk II

So it would appear I'm becoming something of a conference fiend, as I attended my second in two months at the start of November - namely the Manchester Salford New Researchers Forum in Linguistics. Of course the whole point of endless conferences, other than getting your name about, is to learn something new each time - so what was different?

  • The "warm-up"! As there were 5 Yorkies going to Manchester, we decided to combine forces to present our papers to the department before throwing ourselves to the conference lions. Three of us were able to present...and subsequently got rinsed by the department. Actually, that's not fair - our audience focused on the areas in which we could improve, which was crucial so that we could give the best possible accounts of ourselves. Shame there wasn't quite enough time to get onto the positives though we were assured that there were plenty of positives, and we all agreed that our papers were much the better for having that first airing.
  • Collaboration! This time round, I had a co-presenter, the lovely Samir from Sheffield via Exeter. My MA thesis was based to a certain extent on his, so we decided to combine forces (and data) to hit our listeners with 40 - yes, that's FORTY - simultaneous bilingual children, 15 French-English and 25 German-English and their very best dative constructions. This was an interesting challenge, not least because Exeter is a blimmin' long way from York, but also because I was much more familiar with the material than Samir, having worked more recently on both projects. I therefore took responsibility for the early slide drafts, which Samir then fine-tuned. We also both learnt a lot about the pros and cons of using Skype to collaborate and practice - verdict? Largely very useful, as long as you can find a quiet-but-not-silent area to go to, though the face-to-face practice the morning of the talk was invaluable.
  • A new topic! As I hinted above, we were presenting on a combination of our two MA theses, which were both about the acquisition of dative alternation by simultaneous bilingual children. An acquisition talk involves less hardcore formal theory than my LAGB talk, but in some ways demands a much more careful approach when interpreting results. We also had to account for a large range of factors in our methodology, such as the socioeconomic status of our participants and the ways in which we tested participants' proficiencies.
  • 10 minutes fewer! At the LAGB, I wittered my half-hour talk in under 20 minutes. At the MancSalFiL, our allotted 20 minutes were filled to the brim - it's always MUCH harder to be concise than verbose...
Cupcakes (like this one) make conferences
brighter. Image from dreamstime.com
And the outcome? We were really pleased with the way our talk was received, and benefited from a wide range of different perspectives, as we had syntacticians, pragmatics and even the odd sociolinguist offering their very welcome thoughts. Hours spent on Skype turned out to be very well spent, and we think the delivery was pretty smooth, if we do say so ourselves! Here are the slides if you fancy a look yourself.

Furthermore, the entire conference itself was hugely useful for networking, looking at how other people approach their work, and an exceedingly useful careers panel from four kind, willing victims volunteers. Not to mention the aforementioned volunteers' cracking plenary talks, a constant haze of enthusiasm and some insanely good cupcakes. Well done to everyone involved, especially the three amazing organisers.

Best way to get to know your new colleagues?
A trip to Evil Eye
Good times all round, which seem set to continue, largely. There have been enough highlights so far in my 5-week-old PhD to balance out all the reading - in particular my seminar teaching, some cracking new colleagues and a new side project I'm working on with my supervisor George...more to come on that another time though.

And just before I leave you - it's official - I got a Distinction in my MA. Very pleased indeed :D

Now it just remains to try to write again before December...